One month since coming back from what was meant to be my last main trip.

What do I do now?

Travel helps to create / uncover a new version of yourself. Being at home and in the same environment, it is difficult to break out of the autopilot and try new things. Your brain defaults to the easy route and it takes a lot of effort to form new habits and do something else. Whereas when you are overseas, you will already need to do something new, you simply have to choose what that thing is - so the activation energy to do something different is lower.